Wednesday, February 10, 2016

Rojak tapi bermakna

Asalamualaikum.

Medical student ? that's me. Alhamdulilah being the chance to step in the world that never stop evolving. For now, the manchester mansoura medical program seem made the pathway of climbing being a doctor is easier. Although, the program actually wants to taught their student to be more inquiry and high curiosity which leads to a lot of reading. i hope i can be such a reader who doesnt easily bored. So enough bout that, What i have done in winter break? playing snow? nope because luckily im in Egypt where the snowflake doesnt fall and freeze me up. Only the breeze can made my night become restless because 'sarotoga' or thick blanket that doesnt thick enough to cover my thick layer of fats, Laid back at the bed was the first thing to do after exams, doing some dessert and traditional food was great, emerging yourself in photo that was seem only be found in google at Matrouh & Siwa. it was great and speechless subhanaAllah, The creation was perfect. Al-Khaliq, The creator of All.
 So which of the favor of you Lord, Allah would you deny ? [55:13] 
 It will be misery if you only see and watch but you doesnt reflect it to who creator of All, Allah. Next, Winter Gather 2016 [Wing'16] at Gamasah also was awesome. A knock from Allah to his slave. How sweet is the friendship it was, How sleeping,praying,playing,eating and qiam[pray before fajr// 1/3 of the night] with someone we barely know before. The invitation to be someone Allah wants which is follow the rights and leave behind the haram was soft and soothe you like hearing a lullaby. How being good was so best until you missed it.The tears that flow to the cheek thinking how am I can stay,istiqamah be in love toward the goods. How we can enjoy and play yet thought and heart was in a remembrance of Him?
Alhamdulilah i got to be exprienced in this winter break.
If only you allowed your hearts to be changed, only then the world of yours will be too.
But it will be much better in this way
InsyaAllah You will opened you heart to the warmth of Islam, So the world of you is full of Islam.

Asalamualaikum. 
Orang kecik tapi nak jadi jiwa besar. 
Enigma

Saturday, January 16, 2016

Sakit.

Asalamualaikum,

Pain is something that you and all of you wanna to avoid forever mentally or physically speaking. I dont get chicken out just because someone wanna to operate my leg. I just worried bout how i'll be in the healing period. Will i be just fine?  or break down? Im in love on how i can be depend one someone but im afraid im just burden ad nothing else. Neither a happy pill or a getway for someone.
I wanna be a main dish yet I dont wanna be burden for stomach.

Medicine is just happening to be in my rest of my life.It is kind of love you cannot resist. Walking there to Handousa Hall is pain yet but my pain is poof away. Love to wandering around but pain fail to make fall to the earth. I dont wanna fall in love just yet I just wanna fall in love with what i enjoy doing it. I hope my love never grow a wall to them. A wall to advice them. i hope.

Asalamualaikum, 
Lots of love to me. 
xoxo



Tuesday, December 15, 2015

A start off

Asalamualaikum

A blog full of web already like a heart never be clean out with zikrulllah is dangerous something you need to watch out! Perhaps time never been seek for filling up the blank boxes with words and story of mine, Plus heart never felt want to seek attention of Allah. i am no one to start with. but i do want to be someone awesome in the end. Someone who get the green card to jannah.
Sometimes the hardest point on your life is to correct your best friend or your family member who is doing wrong. Why? You love them so much. At one point, you think if you told them about what you feel of them doing this that. They will be hurt and you guys will never be friend again. Family member will be knit one brows with you guys. You love them. but what if in Akhirat they are asking why you never told us? If you love them you will holding on their hands to Jannah.

Sayang ku tanamkan
Cinta ku pupukkan
tapi adakah selamanya
jika hanya kata-kata manis di bibir sahaja
tiada tindakan yang semanis kata
yang membawa aku dan kau
sampai ke syurga.

Asalamualaikum. 
Cubalah jatuh cinta pada Penciptanya 
bukan pada ciptaanya semata-mata 


Sunday, September 13, 2015

Silent!

asalamualaikum.

i dont know how to put in words. the million things that going on in mind. i know how badly i will have to pay if i didnt utter a word.
silent is my best bae. even i'm hearing the a7x there still a depth silent. i always imagine what will be if i say this and thatis certain circumstances. i dont want make it reality. let it bury deep down in me. i wanna be clean. i wanna be there's no dirt in me. i wanna tell but expectation hold me back. Hold me tight. Cry it loud but it is okay. no hearing you at all. the panda eye ? some may notice because the eyes cant hold it anymore but the mouth, especially the heart and mind will it pour it all like waterfall? 
May the heart always remembers Allah the One. May Heart always be preserve. May the body still be. 
 Even the dam hold the water from the hill, the hill always have the water. 

Asalamualaikum. 
Beautiful things hide themselves.
-SecretLifeofdWalterMitty

 

Monday, August 24, 2015

Preparation.

Asalamualaikum, 

alhamdulilah for the friendship that we created since 26 july 2015. The moment that will always stay in my mind. Even some moment that were being treasure in the picture or video but the feeling you guys made will never be the same as me seeing all the pictures again. My accident of falling into the drain making 2 of my metatarsal fracture. My right leg got cast. I am grateful because all the attention you guys giving to me. plus can stand all my bossiness.

Sedikit coretan. 


Aku, Kau, Kita dan Semua 
Jumpa di PreMedX dengan niat yang berbeza
Ada niat nak cari kawan,pengalaman,self-esteem,mumtaz mindest 
dan tak aku pun dah lupa. 
pagi2 hujan nak turun 
mana tidaknya semua dah keluar suara sumbangnya
negaraku,asma husna dan lagu tema
call on him kita cuba sing
minggu pertama lyric pitching semua tah ke mana 
minggu kedua cuba lagi 
tapi apakan daya lirik sudah dalam kepala
but rhythm pitching lari lagi lorh
minggu ketiga 
sudah mantop gitu kalah si Raef 
Predept sudah tunjuk taring 
nyanyi dengan semangat
lirik wa lagu asal sudah buang ke laut 
kalahkan all acapella team. 
After hardship comes ease sudah dalam gengaman. 
Dr Aris dan Dr Che Norma 
nama mereka memang kita semua ingat 
tapi twitch Dr Taufik 
memang jadi kegilaan girls. 
Dr Hasnah, Prof Fauziah
ku ingat jua. 
But Prof Asmah dan Dr Nizar 
takkan ku lupa walaupun biochemistry 
subjek yang diteach.
Uhkwah yang dibentuk lagi 
kuat bondnya 
dengan futsal,basketball,galah panjang 
dan X-plorace. 
Tapi all the things have to thanks Ajk Sukan  
yang sangat berdedikasi. 
Abg Ehsan dan Kak Anis memang hebat 
kerana sanggup jaga kami 
masa sakit dan enjoy sama2 
Tak lupa kak syaza walaupun seketika. 
semua takkan jadi kenangan kalau tiada
 kelapangan dada diantara kita
dan ajk predept jua.
terima kasih semua
i love uolls
Satu kupinta dari hati ini
jadi doktor atau farmsis yang muslim dan muslimah
bukan hanya belajar tapi 
sombong untuk kagumi ciptaan Allah al-kahliq.

Asalamualaikum.

Wednesday, August 5, 2015

Redha


I try to be sakinah as my name say so. It does not really i have a choice to do or not but i have to be strong physically and mentally. Especially like now, maybe the incident happened for me to get closer to Allah. No matter what have to be redha,accepting whatever it is comimg w/out sighing.  Need to realise we only rely on Allah. Not everybody cant stand perangai sick people. Just think in their shoes. Perharps they are tired with me who are so bossy😂😂😂
Asalamualaikum.
Aku hanya bertahan. Mengeluh tak perlu ada dalam kamus seorang muslim yang percaya akan kententuaannya. Ujian mungkin dapat meningatkan aku pada Allah yang sering aku lupa.

Sunday, June 14, 2015

A Start. A Beginning.

Asalamualaiakum.

Hi. I wanna to tell that in the past months, Alhamdulilah i got a good grades in my SPM result. For melah, even doesn't get the chance to step on the stage, i still thankful because i think my result is equivalent on my effort a ll this time. Since i always had the time for my napping in the class around 11 everyday and how i do my homework. hehehe. =D I got my offer from matrik and uitm but alhamdulilah my parent willingly to give me a chance to pursue at Egypt in medicine. So for now, i am still staying at home(Mereput). i will be fasting and celebrating my eid with my family at home. Yeah! =P. Enjoy my times here before..fly. However,kind of all person in my contact is in their higher education. So, i hope they are doing fine there. i hope i am doing fine. 

 "
Apart doesn't means they never in my memories.No conversation doesn't mean there is no longing but i need to start learning people have their own stuffs to do and i don't have now. Just being delay. i will be like them. Having my own stuffs to do. 
"

asalamualaikum.